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|Cried like a pansy.|
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*rape* D: oops
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STOP RAPING AND UNRAPING ME. XD
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Damn. XDD
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Do you want me to make an anime styled short-story?

67%
6 deviants said Yes, I don't care who it's with, I'll read it.
11%
1 deviant said Yes, I'll even join your roleplay with those characters. (Which character in comments.)
11%
1 deviant said No, I don't want to read it.
11%
1 deviant said Yes, with Johnathan and Viktor. (Shounen-ai.)
0%
No deviants said No, my favourite pairing isn't here. (Which pairing in comments.)
0%
No deviants said Yes, with Adan and Teagan.
0%
No deviants said Yes, with Arthen and Eliza. (Shoujo-ai.)
0%
No deviants said Yes, with Richi and Hasegawa. (Shounen-ai.)
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No deviants said Yes, with Bunny and Ajikenai. (Shoujo-ai.)
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No deviants said Yes, with Saikoubi and Kanashimi.

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Publishing/The Other Side.

Journal Entry: Fri May 2, 2008, 10:20 AM


Okay, so Rebekah and I are going to publish a book. As you may or may not know, Jacob and Wilhelm Grimm are two very famous authors who wrote and published "Grimm's Complete Fairytales". I'm thinking we could call ourselves the Soliloquy Sisters? ._. I dunno, just a thought. Anyway, what would you most want to read in our book? Please give us extremely detailed posts on what you would like to read about in our book. Think of it as a free commission that the world can see when the book is published, and that it was written for you. That's about it. Also, Rebekeh, there's a crapload of different stories in there, but can you possibly write a one to three page short story from a vampire's point of view? The book is mostly a vampiric novel, and I would like it if you could write it in the style of Insomnia Girl. Also, you need to save your short stories somewhere else and delete them from here or there's no way we could get a publisher to even be interested. Also, if any of you have stories you would like the world to see, we will publish them in our book and add your name to a Special Thanks list that will be published as well along with the book.

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1.) Put your media player of choice on shuffle.
2.) List the first fifteen or thirty songs that come up add "in my pants" to the end.

1. Shy In My Pants. (By Sonata Arctica.)
2. Crashed In My Pants. (By Chris Daughtry.)
3. I Didn't Steal Your Boyfriend In My Pants. (By Ashlee Simpson.)
4. Vampire Heart In My Pants. (By His Infernal Majesty.)
5. The Only In My Pants. (By Static-X.)
6. Over The Hills And Far Away In My Pants. (By Nightwish.)
7. What's Up People In My Pants. (By Maximum The Hormone.)
8. Euphoria In My Pants. (By Sirenia.)
9. Queen Of The Damned In My Pants. (By Theatres Des Vampires.)
10. Cassie In My Pants. (By Flyleaf.)
11. What Goes Around Comes Around In My Pants. (By Justin Timberlake.)
12. Going Under In My Pants. (By Evanescence.)
13. Die Another Day In My Pants. (By Madonna.)
14. Flirt With Me In My Pants. (By Zeromancer.)
15. Merlin In My Pants. (By Flowing Tears.)
16. The Sacrament In My Pants. (By His Infernal Majesty.)
17. I Feel So In My Pants. (By Boxcar Racer.)
18. Trashed And Scattered In My Pants. (By Avenged Sevenfold.)
19. Nemo In My Pants. (By Nightwish.)
20. Again I Go Unnoticed In My Pants. (By Dashboard Confessional.)
21. The Loss In My Pants. (By Hollywood Undead.)
22. Kindrom In My Pants. (By Diary Of Dreams.)
23. Protest The Hero In My Pants. (By Bloodmeat.)
24. Soldier In My Pants. (By Eminem.)
25. Raising Hell In My Pants. (Zeromancer.)
26. Fully Alive In My Pants. (By Flyleaf.)
27. Two As One In My Pants. (By From First To Last.)
28. Wolf And Raven In My Pants. (By Sonata Arctica.)
29. Low In My Pants. (By T-Pain.)
30. Story Of A Girl In My Pants. (By Matchbox Twenty.)

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[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (I'd get it regardless of risks.)
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
[x] I hate my dad.
[] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother.
[x] I have a sister.
[]I've sworn at my parents
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.
[] I'm in school.
[] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[] I've stolen something from my job.
[] I've been fired.
[] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[] I've had chicken pox.
[] I was born in a different country.
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city
[x] I've seen a shooting star
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing.
[] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.
[] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I'm bi.
[] I'm gay.
[] I've had sex.
[] I've had phone sex.
[] I've cybered.
[] I've had sex in public.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight
[] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed.
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.
[] I can sing well.
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[] I curse regularly.
[] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I twirl my hair.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[x] I love Spam.
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[] I've worn pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love with love.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[] I'm good at remembering faces.
[] I'm good at remembering names
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[] I loath lables.
[] I like action movies.
[x] I like horror movies.
[x] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.
[] I can't spell.
[] I treasure my friends.
[] I think of others before myself.

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RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Gaybar by Electric Six.

2.How would you describe yourself?
Enemy by Drowing Pool.

3.What do you like in a girl/guy?
Dangerous And Moving by tATu.

4.How do you feel today?
The Kids by Hollywood Undead.

5.What is your life's purpose?
My Heart, Your Hands by From First To Last.

6.What is your motto?
Out To Get You by Bloodsimple.

7.What do your friends think of you?
L.O.V.E by Ashlee Simpson.

8.What do you think of your parents?
The Enemy by Static-X.

9.What do you think about very often?
Our Truth by Lacuna Coil.

10.What is 2 + 2?
Knife Called Lust by Hollywood Undead.

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Everyday by Carly Comando.

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Milkshake by Goodnight Nurse.

13.What is your life story?
Theatre Of Horrors by Theatres Des Vampires.

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Robot by tATu.

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Angel's Punishment by Lacuna Coil.

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Open Wounds by Skillet.

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Hollaback Boy by Adam And Andrew.

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Beast Of Blood by Malice Mizer.

19.What is your biggest fear?
Denial by Zeromancer.

20.What is your biggest secret?
Come Clean by Hillary Duff.

21.What do you think of your friends?
Never Gonna Give You Up by Rick Astley.

22.What will you post this as?
The Other Side by Sirenia.

Watchers.

:icontwilightchaser417: :iconsachiko91: :iconeyadness: :iconasakurali: :iconx-sketchbook-angel-x: :iconprincesspunk1: :iconjqboogerton: :iconnechama-chan: :iconscorr: :iconlichtelfe: :iconkeid-gekai: :icongardenofthegods: :iconradtastick-roadkill: :iconarzuhan: :iconraw0shark: :icondoreean: :iconthehatwatcheth: :iconladynoh: :icongato-ishwary: :iconsexyzexy: :iconfreexmason: :iconkhanhnguyen: :iconchaxra-san: :icontylon: :iconaoi-kuma: :iconsachiko91: :iconjust-a-web-artist:

Friends.

:icontylon: :iconchaxra-san: :iconscorr: :iconmikomidarklightning: :iconkeid-gekai: :iconradtastick-roadkill: :icondoreean: :iconladynoh: :icongato-ishwary: :iconebolacandy: :iconsexyzexy:

Lover.

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Club.

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  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Fake It - Seether.

Manga/Complexities/Depression.

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 27, 2008, 8:18 PM


I'm looking to make a manga group, so ask for more details on the matter.

Colouring/Shading (Coloured/Black and white.): --
Lineart/Inking: --
Editing/Clean up: --
Plotline/Speach: :iconataia-ue:
Backgrounds/Screentones: --
Consulting/Advice Management: --

People in mind: :iconchaxra-san: for Consulting and pitching ideas to.

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Also, I'd like some people to tell me the most complicated words they know, and give descriptions of what they mean.

Examples include: Soliloquy, Concupiscence, Pulchritudinous.

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No one ever said that life was fair and I'm not saying that it should be
So knowing that you are what you want to be and I'm not comes as no surprise
But don't expect me to be happy for you
And don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too
I don't want your pity... I hate your pity

Taste your vanity and it's sweet bitterness
As you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams
... You took them all...
I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile

As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy

Beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries

Suffer alone in emptiness
I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake
Disgust lies deep within your empty gaze...

Beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
Send stares into your meaningless eyes

My envy can't describe how I loathe you for having all the stars
Leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine
Yet it's you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve
I'll tear off your face to see your smile.

As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy

Beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
Send stares into your meaningless eyes.

  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Congratulations, I Hate You by Alesana.

Writer's Group/Thank You/Poetry.

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 26, 2008, 9:41 AM


Well, the current Writer's Group is faring poorly, so sorry to say I'm deleting it and starting again. I've already created a large portion of the assignment anyone in the Writer's Group will be given, and it has already caught the interest of a publisher. If you join the Writer's Group and contribute with something worthwhile, your name will have a place in the book we're working on. If you have any questions, feel free to ask.

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I just wanted to say thank you to all my watchers!

WATCHERS.

:iconasakurali: :iconx-sketchbook-angel-x: :iconprincesspunk1: :iconjqboogerton: :iconnechama-chan: :iconscorr: :iconlichtelfe: :iconkeid-gekai: :icongardenofthegods: :iconradtastick-roadkill: :iconarzuhan: :iconrawshark: :icondoreean: :iconthehatwatcheth: :iconladynoh: :icongato-ishwary: :iconsexyzexy: :iconfreexmason: :iconkhanhnguyen: :iconchaxra-san: :icontylon: :iconaoi-kuma:

FRIENDS.

:iconscorr: :iconcheeseboy18193: :iconmikomidarklightning: :iconkeid-gekai: :iconradtastick-roadkill: :icondoreean: :iconladynoh: :icongato-ishwary: :iconebolacandy: :iconsexyzexy: :iconchaxra-san: :icontylon:

CLUB.

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LOVER.

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Thanks everyone. :heart: I appreciate it.

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I now take poetry requests and make customized poems for anyone who asks.

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: What's Up People - Maximum The Hormone.

Question And Answer Sessions.

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 12, 2008, 10:34 PM


This is where you ask me or a character of mine a question. There is no limit to how many questions or how far-out they can be.

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Ataia-ue.

Gillian.
Roscoe.
Nadine.

Zanos.
Romulus.
Beau.
Aliaune.
Arturo.
Oleander.
Fane.
Dementia.
Deidre.
Desmond.
Borgia.
Vosma.
Evelina.
Baruch.
Garucos.
Diego.
Emanuel.

Nikolais.
Johnathan.
Viktor.
Abigail.
Elizabeth.
Samuel.
Scarlett.
Eleanor.

Tim.

Rachael.
Cameron.
Celeste.

Nakashima.
Kurokawa.
Bunny.
Ajikenai.

Yumi.
Aoki.
Emi.
Ibuki.

Saikoubi.
Kanashimi.
Kokoro.
Jynx.

Richi.
Hasegawa.
Naoki.
Michiko.

Avion.
Sammy.
Chester.
Kaiden.
Louis.
Chrissy.

Kei.

Aaron.
Christopher.

Adrian.
Claude.

Nathaniel.
Helen.
Rosette.
Maggie.

Tristen.
Raoul.

Adan.
Teagan.

Chrysanthos.

Neil.
Lixen.

Shouri.

  • Mood: Hurt
  • Listening to: Razorbliss by Flowing Tears.
  • Playing: Pokemon Leaf Green.

Writer's Group Update/Meme/Kiriban.

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 12, 2008, 8:39 AM
Gift art and requests given to Ataia-ue.



Okay, this is NOT a game. We're hoping to get things published here and this is serious, and you people are three weeks overdue with your writing updates. I'm not asking you to finish early or rush, but give me UPDATES, WORK HARD, AND BE SERIOUS. This is hopefully going to be a publication in process, and as you know, I CANNOT start on my half of the story if you haven't finished your part.

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The first 10 deviants who post in this journal will be featured.
I will go though your gallery and choose 3 of your deviations I
like the most and post them in my journal for everyone to see!
It's pretty much to show you off. Who doesn't want that?

The catch?

You have to put this in your journal as well if you posted!

10. :icongato-ishwary:



9. :iconchaxra-san:



8.

7.

6.

5.

4.

3.

2.

1.

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Got bored. I suck too much and am too lazy to do an art kiriban, so whoever captures my 5,100'th kiriban gets either a free poem about how I see them or a short-story of their choosing when they note me the screenshot.

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Merlin by Flowing Tears.
  • Playing: Pokemon Leaf Green.